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Aku mengeratkan jaket yang kukenakan, rasa dingin yang disebabkan semilir angin yang berembus terkadang masih menyelusup masuk ke dalam celah-celahnya. Kuedarkan pandanganku, suasana terasa hening. Aku mendongak, menatap hamparan hitam di atas sana dengan titik-titik pendar keemasan. Sesekali, helaian-helaian rambut hitam sebahuku melayang-layang tertiup embusan sang angin. Rembulan masih tampak malu-malu menampakkan dirinya karena sang awan abu-keemasan itu tetap setia berada di depannya.

Kualihkan pandanganku, menatap pepohonan yang berjejer di depan sana. Suara gemerisik dedaunan bagai alunan simfoni yang menemaniku. Terkadang ada beberapa helai daun-daun itu jatuh dan tertiup angin. Malam minggu ini rasanya sepi. Ya, memang selalu sepi. Aku membuka halaman buku yang kubawa, membacanya di bawah sinar bulan yang tak seberapa dan lampu taman. Menenggelamkan diri dalam bacaan. Berfantasi untuk menikmati apa yang tengah kubaca. Sebuah novel bergenre: fantasy, adventure, dan dibumbui dengan romance. :)

Back To December

 

Back To December lyrics
Songwriters: Swift, Taylor;

I'm so glad you made time to see me

How's life? Tell me, how's your family?

I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever

We small talk, work and the weather

Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping

Staying up, playing back myself leaving

When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times

I watched you laughing from the passenger side

And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days

When fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile

So good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms that September night

The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't

So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time, all the time

Eyes Set to Kill-Inside the Eyes

I can't breathe
But I take feel the heat
It takes a toll on me
I'm ready for you
Release, release me.

Better to be a pair
Through each and every stare
That glare behind your eyes
Told me to save you.

Is this what you call silence?
Inside the eyes of every storm
Break away, break away
From this situation
Take away, take away
All the things that hold us down.

Can we break the silence?
Now I want you to speak clearly
Never mistake my good nature
Don't you ever cross me, ever cross me.

Is this what you call silence?
Inside the eye of every storm
Break away, break away
From this situation
Take away, take away
All the things that hold us down.

Better to be a pair of bitter souls
(I'd rather fight this all on my own)
Better to be together than alone
(Our differences are taking their toll)

Better to be a pair of bitter souls
(You'll finally find someone
Who could give you what I wish I could)

(But I've been so jaded
Forget the past
It wasn't meant to be this way
I need to fight this on my own.)

Is this what you call silence?
Inside the eye of every storm
Break away, break away
From this situation
Take away, take away
All the things that hold us down.

Is this what you call silence?
Inside the eye of every storm
Break away, break away
From this situation
Take away, take away
All the things that hold us down.